I see families walking on the streets, dressing their young 3 year old daughters in expensive clothing. I see ladies offering their bodies to get money to replace their old jandals. I see people throwing away food because they just ordered too much. I see people rummaging through the bins because they haven't eaten yet. I see people with great big cameras taking photos of the streets. I see people on the streets more beautiful than their photographs. I see people looking down at the less fortunate ''homeless'' like they're...
When time moves faster than time itself.
Sometimes time seems to go faster than time itself. Things can change so quickly, you can get startled or shocked when you realise how long it has been since that one time. It can be a scary thing. I know i've been scared by time. Life is a fleeting moment. And at the end of it all, what are we left with?
Sometimes i feel like i shouldn't be alive. Medically - I could have died already, a few times over. But here I am writing a blog that...
Importance of thin.
Being thin is looked at as a lifestyle. Looked upon as beautiful. As fashionable, as a trend and is sold constantly by the media. Thin is good - thin is something to aspire to - thin is happiness - thin is attractive. Fat is lazy - fat is ugly - fat is something to hate.
In our modern age, with the amount of knowledge we have access to - why is something like an eating disorder so prominent? What is so modern about that?
Men and women with eating disorders are idolized. Although people appear scared, there is some kind of...
Numbers were never meant to mean that much.
It is all too easy to want to checkout. To pack all your belongings in a suitcase and leave. Any place seems better than where you already are. Even if that means an eternity of nothing.
With every breath you take you feel the air fill you up; when all you feel is empty. The world continues to revolve. You can't stop that. Like you have no power, you just have to keep spinning. You feel motion-sick.
You are caged by the law of nature. You are forced to eat. Forced to blink and swallow. There is just no way out; apart from...
When your heart hurts.
When you've invested everything into someone, you are putting your whole identity, being and spirit into that person. And as easily as you gave it to them, it is broken down. When you want it to work out but the other person cannot or does not want to commit. When you feel like you messed it up and there is no going back to how it was. When you don't think you'll ever move on, and your heart is forever theirs. When you know you can't make...